Shy Qazi !

   Well i will tell you about my first relation with a girl.
As i don’t have an experience about what to say or to speak or what to do when i meet her..But some of my good friends are pro in it as they have an edgy experience in it so i get some info about what to say and what not. As like this i can be fare to her and can be a good friend to her and can play it safely..
 So her name is “Aliya” and she is a  girl from a high class in our society . Studying in Baqai university in 2 year and trying to be a doctor..   She is acting cute when with others but as i saw her picture the first thing came in my mind was How black she is and what goofy glasses she is wearing and wow she is so short from the other girls standing with her …
Well don’t know how she is as looks don’t tell everything but  as i wanna chat with her and wanna know that am i rite or its just my thing that i guess people just by looking them..
 
So we had a chat and we were like Shalalalalalala ( two birds sitting in a tree and singing in a melodious voice but just then a cloud of storm comes and ruin the mood  ) . As the mood  was upset when i heard *
Well a get together was  arranged by my friend and she was gonna come there as it was organized in a mall called forum which is near her house ..and every night when we guys  meet  i mean Mohsin and  me he  start to pull my legs saying and imaging things which will happen in side my heart when i see her.. and how will i react and stuff. But as usual i decline as i wont be doing those things as they were too cheapoo type of things……..
* That she talked rudely to my friend Mohsin and she was  rude in every question he asked .Well as i am more into friends than to my family.And what she did pissed him and real bad..
So at night he started to unload all that anger at me cause of her and now here i m pissed more than he was as some of the stuff he said wasn’t  my fault but i listened and the thing which really pissed me off was that he wasn’t listening to me. Just saying what he wanted to say and then at last he added his girl in the conversation which made me speechless as i don’t know what to talk to her about as i was pissed and don’t wanna talk to a girl at that moment..
 But i talked to her and after a while i was like acting like a spoiled brat who don’t wanna listen to anyone just do what i want as they both reached at one place in conversation that they were making me say yes as they still wanna meet on Sunday at the same place .. But after all that i wasn’t gonna go as i was  so pissed that i thought it was better to not to go and stay at home and be happy ..
But as i never leave any of my story untold to any friend as the only friend who hear my stuff is my best pal and as i told him the next day he was saying that i am the one who is goona make the decision as he was also going to go with me and his girl friend was also gonna be ther and they are going to meet after a long time so for few moments i thought that am i being too selfish and rude not to go and dont let other’s meet thire love ones. So for the last time i asked my pal what to do and he said that what ever i will do he will be with me and then i asked if i said yes to him will he still go and he aint having any problem so he said yes and now after few minutes i was talking to mohsin and was going to have a little chat with him as i wanna clear some thing with him before i was going to say yes to him and just like that  we were having the old conversation again and having the old dispute again but now we were just saying sorry and apologizing and after a while we forget about everything and were saying that what to be done at that day as the girl should be made sorry for what she did . And as i have the hatered back in myself for the girl which i havent met so i told him that i wont be sitting with you guys and will be some where else as i am not going to enjoy any moment of that and am not going to be as clownish as i usually am and like this i was again a numb nut for him and which aint cracking as my mood while talking to him was still bad as i dont like to fight with my friends and as i am having a quarrel with him i wasnt enjoying any moment of it…..

The bottom line is that i am going and am going to give them a blast time as i am going to go with a different attitude and with a different approach of mood which will be happy for them but for me it will be like Hunh why am i here..    So lets see what happens..